By Purvi
While in India doing one program after another at high levels of this yoga and meditation I became very sick physically and I was having very strange strong emotional ups and downs. Now when things go wrong with people, we are told by Isha yoga teachers that it is our karma coming forth because of the work being done and that it needs to happen to be able to clear the past accumulation. Either that OR we are told that we are immature in handling the spiritual energy changes that we are experiencing as we shift into new dimensions. Here is the hard truth which I only later found out, I was inviting demons of all types into my system through the things I was doing. I could NEVER have imagined this to be true at that time.
We are taught there is no real good or evil. Up until this point when I wrote letters to Sadhguru about how I was getting worse he would advise me to do something that would make it worse again. For the longest time I just believed I was the one with the problem and that I needed more yoga. After I came back to the USA I even struggled to meet him at a local talk he gave, even with really, really poor health I went. He told me to go to TN center to stabilize and when I told him how sick I was that travel was not an option he just told me to listen to the doctors and do more yoga.
I grew weaker and started becoming hopeless, the teachers did not keep in touch with me and I had nobody from my spiritual community and I was rejected by mainstream society. I still faithfully held on to the yoga which absolutely flung me deeper and deeper into the pit. I became suicidal and the anger in me grew. I recall saying in front of my mom “ I am going to take you all down with me” in a voice that was not mine. It shocked my mom and myself and I stopped for a minute and said “ that was not me.” People thought I was crazy literally. I do not blame them (I forgive all those that have hurt me and falsely accused me and actually pray for them out of love).
I was frantic and started searching how to heal myself on the internet but I was lead to biblical prophecy instead. In my heart something struck me as true and I thought to try calling on Yeshua/ Jesus for help. Never in my wildest imagination would I have done this before. I was the most desperate I have ever been in my life, sick, demonically possessed, and suicidal. Sadhguru could not help me, more yoga could not help me, doctors could not help me, chanting could not help me, new age healers could not help me, positive affirmations and visualizations could not help me, meditation could not help me, medication could not help me, but the only real help came from the most unexpected place, it came from God the creator of the universe himself, and I am grateful beyond words.
I am actually grateful for all the suffering I went through because it humbled me enough to realize I can”t do it on my own and I need God. I called on Jesus Christ and the moment I did that the demons in me shook and a huge release took place. The anger was gone. The crippling fear gone. The suicidal thoughts gone. He has been healing me ever since and I am remarkably better in physical health.
My whole life changed. I have since experienced amazing supernatural miracles of God ( Satan and his demons can heal too but it is never a true healing and there is always a cost). I now have a radio and video ministry the Lord is having me and my husband do ( after all this the Lord brought me a husband!) I am stronger everyday! I never needed a single medication after that day I gave my life to Christ. No meditation or medication even in all its euphoria compares to this true peace. I don’t ask that you believe me, but I encourage you to yourself pray to Jesus and ask Him if all this is real. Ask Him to lead and guide you to truth. Ask Him yourself if he really died for your sins. If you are truly seeking he will undoubtedly lead you. So much love to you. God bless!
