Jennifer Lawrence revealed she filmed her very first sex scene and it did not go well. During her interview with The Hollywood Reporter, she said how “bizarre” the experience was and that she got drunk and called her mom for support.

Lawrence filmed the scene with her co-star Chris Pratt for the sci-fi movie Passengers, and she said she “got really, really drunk” to be able to deal with the awkwardness, especially since Pratt is married to Anna Faris.

“It was going to be my first time kissing a married man, and guilt is the worst feeling in your stomach,” she said. “So I called my mom, and I was like, ‘Will you just tell me it’s OK?’ It was just very vulnerable. […] That was the most vulnerable I’ve ever been.”