What was Miley Cyrus thinking when she released a new track titled My Sad Christmas Song on Christmas Eve? The tune voices feelings on loneliness and regret over a failed relationship. So strong are the feelings that many are questioning if the song was inspired by her ex, Liam Hemsworth, after she dated him for three years before they split in 2013.

Warning: explicit lyrics

Here she is talking about her relationship:

‘This is my sad Christmas song / I’ve had it stuck in my head all day long / I wrote it on the car on my ride home / ‘Cause I knew I’d walk in the door and I’d be alone /Cause there’s no one here next to me,’ she croons before going on to explain how she’s coping with sadness in her own ditsy way: ‘This is my sad Christmas song / So I rip another bong… / I never been good at making plans / Next year, I’m gonna be with my man / My little sister says I’m the Grinch / But my mom thinks I’m just a b**ch’.